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Finally...I Kareoke for the first time....My #60 Wishes. Tengs to my friends. Should i mention your name guys?? If i should, tell me okey.  Hehe..maybe you want to keep it in secret.  So, okey..fahmie nak potong kat wishes tu...


So this is it..Fahmie nk potong yang #60 tuh. Tengok yer...Fahmie potong.

1. have a girlfriend for couple
2. for me to pass the semester
3. graduate from a college
4. get a good job
5. for me to be a better person; spiritually,mentally, physically
6. for that one relationship with Love Interest™ to come true.
7. be a dean list student
8. do intern on big company in JB
9. meet up with My Friends that i know using social network
10. to finally start collecting Gundam Collection and put on my wardrobe
11. to finally be in a healthy, working, loving relationship with someone
12. meet with Eminem and tell him how cool he is
13. meet with Micheal Buble and personally thank him for their music
14. wear a round neck t-shirt designed by me, myself and I.
15. would be lucky enough to kiss Ayumi Hamasaki (*wink*)
16. for people to take notice on what i have suggest to him/her
17. for people to appreciate my stories, my write, and my mind keys
18. for all the people who’ve wronged me to get what they deserve
19. kick the robbery's ass coz take my N-Gage phone and all the money
20. reading as my new hobby during free time
21. create my own website that 'll take all the money someone subscribe
22. wear a Man Kajang Collection dress on my wedding day (Yes, i HAVE thought bout it)
23. bit Akura Imada record time attack on Grandturismo games.double thumb up
24. more Need For Speed expansion packs
25. Go to uptown of Japan and New York and just soak in the city
26. to have a white FAT Persian female cat and call it "Lollita" (Sory Syida...hehe)
27. get myself a Lord Of The Ring's ring
28. have my name and my beloved on my ring
29. to live in chic, modern apartment and furniture all from Ikea
30. wearing K-2 Fashion while working on my event
31. have a great lady boss (wow..)
32. to say "I Love You" to someone, and deeply, honestly mean it
33. propose of couple on the dark room
34. complete a 1,000 puzzle by my own (no cheating)
35. complete a masterpiece that I’ll treasure forever, like Da Vinci to the Mona Lisa
36. watch a theater musical with my beloved
37. legally have my driving license
38. have a leather jacket (something like Jack Afron wearing)
39. learn and start editing my picture
40. have a great kudos on my editing picture
41. full the big mug with coins
42. more shoes and sandals
43. to find a perfect coffee shop to get my daily dose everyday
44. still being able to afford the monthly accessory and brand new sneekers.
45. to buy one frilly costume, wear it and not look gaudy ala HaraJuku style.
46. finally finish a drama series (finished a lot of drama series)
47. realize that it’s not always so bad sometimes
48. go to remote places not like Japan or Taiwan, more like Goa/Calcutta or Yangon :)
49. visit the ancient Egypt master piece and see with my own eyes of the Mummy
50. go to a prom/dance, because I've never in my life!
51. shopping all day long without disturb by others
52. more road trips with The Gang, this time to more beaches or even outside the country!
53. to get better in shooter games :p
54. bit my brother on Guitar Hero 3 games
55. to one day, get married to the woman of my dreams
56. ride a go kart and drive like a crazy with the Gangs
57. the Gangs and i out into the city somewhere and just hang out like the rock star whores we are
58. to read more, you’d be surprised at how atrocious some of today’s writings are (I’m looking at you Twilight)
59. brush up on my Mandarin, I still have my old workbooks haha
60. I want karaoke.  Maybe once would be enough.
61. going back to my old hobby of watching animation
62. to inspire someone
63. to telling the people who deserve it, "i told you so"
64. to never forget that, for every bad thing that happens, there’s always a good reason for it.
65. to have people that there’s nothing wrong with being absolutely dorky and geeky, it’s all in moderation, yo.
66. study more about My Phone software programming to make my phone different from others phone
67. eat more regular meals hehe
68. to win a contest (big contest)
69. stop smoking ---arggh dis one is hard to get
70. to own a new 125z Yamaha
71. colored my hair with funky color
72. to have a proper Halloween party
73. joint a crazy theme party with Lady Gaga VS Katy Perry theme..uuuuu
74. go to the sandy beaches and scream like hell
75. got an Apple Macbook Pro the latest model
76. own iPod on my pocket and listen the latest song on billboard(has been sold)
77. she coming back to me
78. eat baskin robin icecream with ice blog on my other hand
79. have an offer continue my study on Event Management at UiTM Shah Alam making my degree
80. drive a car more then 200km/h
81. jogging at the beach early in the morning and wearing Nike
82. one night at luxury boat
83. personally meat the Donalds Trum and be his new apprentices
84. lucky enough to spend whole day with my first love
85. go overseas to watch Chelsea on Final
86. learning with David Backhem how he use BIO MECHANICS during free kick
87. have own jet plane travel every weeks
88. have a great amount of money on my account
89. go to the hunted house and spend a night there (it would be scary)
90. have a new identity card on age of 21 coz my face awful
91. have all color of Geordano plaint t-shirt
92. shopping with a visa titanium card (hope so)
93. meet again with Ezaty Hassan, Diva, Shawn, Ahmad (damn i miss u buddy)
94. meet someone that i never meet before that is Farhana Faten, Bee Nisa, and Qia (aha.. all of them ladies haizz)
95. finish reading of great novel
96. found the mystery gurl on my dream that is my classmate during Tabika Kemas 1995
97. learn how to hack PC
98. watch sunset with my love one
99. have new BFFs
100. write another 100 wishes hahaha

Yeah..puasnyer hati fahmie........But I have another 59 Wishes to accomplish...sigh..Hah..I dont care..I'm happy rite now..:)

The past few days have been dull, tedious, exhausting. When you get carried away with work and your days seem to pass so fast, things tend to feel less meaningful, don't you think? You don't get to enjoy, step in, step out, extract and evaluate. You just keep running, like an automated machine, and you forget the essence, because you remember the miles.sigh~

Isn't it weird how one paradigm can bring our lives to. The one that said, "that's just the way it works. You oughta will to eat the dirt". Why? Why study hard, when we can actually study smart?
and tomorrow is my Organizational Behavior paper and Sunday Law. Wish me a very extraordinary gud luck.

Happy Monday, guys..let's make this May a meaningful month..:)

Dear Allah,

Boleh tak, saya meminta lebih

Remember my 100 wishes..

1. have a girlfriend for couple
2. for me to pass the semester
3. graduate from a college
4. get a good job
5. for me to be a better person; spiritually,mentally, physically
6. for that one relationship with Love Interest™ to come true.
7. be a dean list student
8. do intern on big company in JB
9. meet up with My Friends that i know using social network
10. to finally start collecting Gundam Collection and put on my wardrobe
11. to finally be in a healthy, working, loving relationship with someone
12. meet with Eminem and tell him how cool he is
13. meet with Micheal Buble and personally thank him for their music
14. wear a round neck t-shirt designed by me, myself and I.
15. would be lucky enough to kiss Ayumi Hamasaki (*wink*)
16. for people to take notice on what i have suggest to him/her
17. for people to appreciate my stories, my write, and my mind keys
18. for all the people who’ve wronged me to get what they deserve
19. kick the robbery's ass coz take my N-Gage phone and all the money
20. reading as my new hobby during free time
21. create my own website that 'll take all the money someone subscribe
22. wear a Man Kajang Collection dress on my wedding day (Yes, i HAVE thought bout it)
23. bit Akura Imada record time attack on Grandturismo games.double thumb up
24. more Need For Speed expansion packs
25. Go to uptown of Japan and New York and just soak in the city
26. to have a white FAT Persian female cat and call it "Lollita" (Sory Syida...hehe)
27. get myself a Lord Of The Ring's ring
28. have my name and my beloved on my ring
29. to live in chic, modern apartment and furniture all from Ikea
30. wearing K-2 Fashion while working on my event
31. have a great lady boss (wow..)
32. to say "I Love You" to someone, and deeply, honestly mean it
33. propose of couple on the dark room
34. complete a 1,000 puzzle by my own (no cheating)
35. complete a masterpiece that I’ll treasure forever, like Da Vinci to the Mona Lisa
36. watch a theater musical with my beloved
37. legally have my driving license
38. have a leather jacket (something like Jack Afron wearing)
39. learn and start editing my picture
40. have a great kudos on my editing picture
41. full the big mug with coins
42. more shoes and sandals
43. to find a perfect coffee shop to get my daily dose everyday
44. still being able to afford the monthly accessory and brand new sneekers.
45. to buy one frilly costume, wear it and not look gaudy ala HaraJuku style.
46. finally finish a drama series (finished a lot of drama series)
47. realize that it’s not always so bad sometimes
48. go to remote places not like Japan or Taiwan, more like Goa/Calcutta or Yangon :)
49. visit the ancient Egypt master piece and see with my own eyes of the Mummy
50. go to a prom/dance, because I've never in my life!
51. shopping all day long without disturb by others
52. more road trips with The Gang, this time to more beaches or even outside the country!
53. to get better in shooter games :p
54. bit my brother on Guitar Hero 3 games
55. to one day, get married to the woman of my dreams
56. ride a go kart and drive like a crazy with the Gangs
57. the Gangs and i out into the city somewhere and just hang out like the rock star whores we are
58. to read more, you’d be surprised at how atrocious some of today’s writings are (I’m looking at you Twilight)
59. brush up on my Mandarin, I still have my old workbooks haha
60. I want kareoke.  Maybe once would be enough.
61. going back to my old hobby of watching animation
62. to inspire someone
63. to telling the people who deserve it, "i told you so"
64. to never forget that, for every bad thing that happens, there’s always a good reason for it.
65. to have people that there’s nothing wrong with being absolutely dorky and geeky, it’s all in moderation, yo.
66. study more about My Phone software programming to make my phone different from others phone
67. eat more regular meals hehe
68. to win a contest (big contest)
69. stop smoking ---arggh dis one is hard to get
70. to own a new 125z Yamaha
71. colored my hair with funky color
72. to have a proper Halloween party
73. joint a crazy theme party with Lady Gaga VS Katy Perry theme..uuuuu
74. go to the sandy beaches and scream like hell
75. got an Apple Macbook Pro the latest model
76. own iPod on my pocket and listen the latest song on billboard(has been sold)
77. she coming back to me
78. eat baskin robin icecream with ice blog on my other hand
79. have an offer continue my study on Event Management at UiTM Shah Alam making my degree
80. drive a car more then 200km/h
81. jogging at the beach early in the morning and wearing Nike
82. one night at luxury boat
83. personally meat the Donalds Trum and be his new apprentices
84. lucky enough to spend whole day with my first love
85. go overseas to watch Chelsea on Final
86. learning with David Backhem how he use BIO MECHANICS during free kick
87. have own jet plane travel every weeks
88. have a great amount of money on my account
89. go to the hunted house and spend a night there (it would be scary)
90. have a new identity card on age of 21 coz my face awful
91. have all color of Geordano plaint t-shirt
92. shopping with a visa titanium card (hope so)
93. meet again with Ezaty Hassan, Diva, Shawn, Ahmad (damn i miss u buddy)
94. meet someone that i never meet before that is Farhana Faten, Bee Nisa, and Qia (aha.. all of them ladies haizz)
95. finish reading of great novel
96. found the mystery gurl on my dream that is my classmate during Tabika Kemas 1995
97. learn how to hack PC
98. watch sunset with my love one
99. have new BFFs
100. write another 100 wishes hahaha


Fahmie da potong dah mane yg sudah tercapai.hehehehe :)

Finally, habis jugak semua assignment, semua presentation, semua quiz, semua segala-galanye lah. Minggu depan da start final pulak. dan aku, aku masih risaukan subject2 yg aku amek sem nie. 21 jam creadit agak berat bagi aku sebenarnyer walaupun dua sem lepas aku amek 23 jam creadit berturut-turut. Perh, bile la nk merasa otak nie lapang dari pelajaran nie.kadang-kadang terpikir jugak nk terus kerja jer tak nak pegi belaja lagi.dengan masalah family lagi.haish...

tapi, selamat la aku sayang mak aku sorang nie Puan Roslina Salikin.penyelamat hidup aku, penenang jiwa aku selain kawan-kawan aku yang rapat....Liza, Dee, Ikin, Shukor, Rafidane, Chot, Ali Topan dan yg lain-lain lagi yang aku tak perlu nak mention kt sini....

Kepada Liza, thanx extraordinary fer that choc, Sandwich for my breakfast, and Redbull bile aku perlukan tenaga..You memang kawan aku yang paling best aku penah ada kat muke bumi nie.

Kepada rakan-rakan yang lain, aku mintak maap sebab ari tuh pengsan la pulak dalam kelas Admin tuh.aku tak berniat nak susahkan korang. Dehydration memang mencemaskan keadaan semua orang. Maklumlah, aku kan pelajar famous...Hehe..riak la pulak.

Besok, adek angkat and the gang ajak pegi bercuti sebelum exam aku 21 April nie.harap-harap la aku dapat lepaskan tention kt sane..Gunung Pulai water fall akan menjadi tempat pilihan diorang.tak tau la ape la yang best sgt kt sane tapi aku harap best la kn....

minggu depan start final exam, and ini kemungkinan last sem buat aku. aku nak struggle study....tapi boleh ke aku yang kuat main nie study??yes maybe no la jawapan aku kn..

Aim sem nie..hope sangat-sangat la dapat Dean List lagi.aku tau aku boleh.aku tau aku boleh...fahmie sabar fahmie...

kepada pembaca..korang sebenarnya tak patut bace post nie.tapi kalau kamu bace jgk.doakan lah sekali ke success-an aku utk menjawab final nati yerk..tengs again....

malam nie nampak suram, tapi hope ade something hapen that can make me smile...amin..

da byak sangat aku melalut nie...tapi aku tetap menaip lagi...bile aku nk berenti menulis nie ha..
ha..cukup jer la sampai kt sini....da tak nk tulis lagi dah..tapi aku takut la pulak ade bende lagi nk tulis...rase nyer da tak de kot...aku berenti la menulis....aku tak nk tulis lagi...yer aku stop tulis..eh2...pembetulan...menaip..malas lak nk ubah yang kt atas tuh...last word dari aku...

"Mohon Ampun Dari Skull hingga ke flanges, Dari Interior dan Exterior, Inhale dan Exhale. wish me luck for my final..cz im so worried..thanx guys."

guys....i dunno how to put my feelings into words. but i'll try the best as i could ok..hrmm...this post i'm writing rite now, that you were read rite now, that you were see rite now and the music that u heard rite now is the place i call "curhat".(it was Indo word i guess). The place i can say anything, do anything and write anything that cross on ma mind.

okey...just lyk the title above.pic presentation...and here come the pic that i want to write about...

This is my mother wedding ring
Roslina Salikin : March 4th 1965










This is My New Father during the "Akad Nikah"
1045 hours: March 28th 2010
No. of Akad Nikah: 2 times












Husband and wife

this 3 pic and this 3 moment is something that really make me ask ma self several time. What kind of feeling is this? This situation con't until rite now. Actually i want to be happy for my mom. But....at the same time i just wondering. Is it really happen here. So, i'm just leave my feelings and continue with the flow.

Until now, because of all this happen. I'm just make a conclusion that i had no feelings. Yeah as simple as that. Something that really sure is I LOVE MY MOM and that is the fact

My new father name Ibrahim. Till now i'm just call him with Pakcik Brahim. Maybe it take time for me to act apon situation of Step Father and me. Maybe after this I would call him "Abah" or "Ayah" who noes.depends on the situation ok.

This situation will take enough time as it wanna be. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week or next month, or could be next years and next decade. I just leave this duty to the TIMES.

Hope my mom and my step father will leave happy ever after after this. For my real father, hope there is no hard feelings since you are the one who responsible to start all this situation. What ever happen you are my real father and I LOVE YOU so.

Lastly, i hope that....there is no fighting among my mom, my step mom, my dad, and my step dad. OK.

p/s: warkah dari anak mu.

Ops! after my new update here come the new update. Jezz..UiTM Student Portal traffic SUCK. Thanx to Diyana Nordin to be the first who discover this. Alhamdulillah...after waiting and waiting at 11-Dec-2009 03:44 in the morning. Yana text and call me to congrats me bout my result.(thanx again yana, really2 appreciate dat). By knowing this result, tired in a whole semester disappear just lyk that.can you believe dat?

Days before Yana Call
Cant sleep.feels so scared.

Hour before Yana Call
plunged in thought the future.what will hapen to my result.especially my math.hand start shaking, ma leg start paralyzed.smoking lyk a dragon.

During Yana Call
1st..she told me bout my dean list. 2nd she told me bout my CGPA and GPA.3rd things dat she told and the things that i really want to know is her result.hehe.(sory yana, i'm too woried bout you).

After Yana Call
My blood pressure became normal.my heart become bunga-bunga, keep smiling lyk crazy person.

then here i am doing this blogs.then i show you my result.lalalalala.Alhamdulillah

p.s: new "done" on my 100 wish.

yeah,,it had been long time i didn't update my blog, and now here i come with my 100 wishes, that will hopefully come true one day. Its take several hour to finish dis.jezz. So dis is my 100 Wishes.

1. have a girlfriend for couple
2. for me to pass the semester
3. graduate from a college
4. get a good job
5. for me to be a better person; spiritually,mentally, physically
6. for that one relationship with Love Interest™ to come true.
7. be a dean list student
8. do intern on big company in JB
9. meet up with My Friends that i know using social network
10. to finally start collecting Gundam Collection and put on my wardrobe
11. to finally be in a healthy, working, loving relationship with someone
12. meet with Eminem and tell him how cool he is
13. meet with Micheal Buble and personally thank him for their music
14. wear a round neck t-shirt designed by me, myself and I.
15. would be lucky enough to kiss Ayumi Hamasaki (*wink*)
16. for people to take notice on what i have suggest to him/her
17. for people to appreciate my stories, my write, and my mind keys
18. for all the people who’ve wronged me to get what they deserve
19. kick the robbery's ass coz take my N-Gage phone and all the money
20. reading as my new hobby during free time
21. create my own website that 'll take all the money someone subscribe
22. wear a Man Kajang Collection dress on my wedding day (Yes, i HAVE thought bout it)
23. bit Akura Imada record time attack on Granturismo games.double thumb up
24. more Need For Speed expansion packs
25. Go to uptown of Japan and New York and just soak in the city
26. to have a white FAT Persian female cat and call it "Lollita" (Sory Syida...hehe)
27. get myself a Lord Of The Ring's ring
28. have my name and my beloved on my ring
29. to live in chic, modern apartment and furniture all from Ikea
30. wearing K-2 Fashion while working on my event
31. have a great lady boss (wow..)
32. to say "I Love You" to someone, and deeply, honestly mean it
33. propose of couple on the dark room
34. complete a 1,000 puzzle by my own (no cheating)
35. complete a masterpiece that I’ll treasure forever, like Da Vinci to the Mona Lisa
36. watch a theater musical with my beloved
37. legally have my driving license
38. have a leather jacket (something like Jack Afron wearing)
39. learn and start editing my picture
40. have a great kudos on my editing picture
41. full the big mug with coins
42. more shoes and sandals
43. to find a perfect coffee shop to get my daily dose everyday
44. still being able to afford the monthly accessory and brand new sneekers.
45. to buy one frilly costume, wear it and not look gaudy ala HaraJuku style.
46. finally finish a drama series (finished a lot of drama series)
47. realize that it’s not always so bad sometimes
48. go to remote places not like Japan or Taiwan, more like Goa/Calcutta or Yangon :)
49. visit the ancient Egypt master piece and see with my own eyes of the Mummy
50. go to a prom/dance, because I've never in my life!
51. shopping all day long without disturb by others
52. more road trips with The Gang, this time to more beaches or even outside the country!
53. to get better in shooter games :p
54. bit my brother on Guitar Hero 3 games
55. to one day, get married to the woman of my dreams
56. ride a go kart and drive like a crazy with the Gangs
57. the Gangs and i out into the city somewhere and just hang out like the rock star whores we are
58. to read more, you’d be surprised at how atrocious some of today’s writings are (I’m looking at you Twilight)
59. brush up on my Mandarin, I still have my old workbooks haha
60. I want kareoke.  Maybe once would be enough.
61. going back to my old hobby of watching animation
62. to inspire someone
63. to telling the people who deserve it, "i told you so"
64. to never forget that, for every bad thing that happens, there’s always a good reason for it.
65. to have people that there’s nothing wrong with being absolutely dorky and geeky, it’s all in moderation, yo.
66. study more about My Phone software programming to make my phone different from others phone
67. eat more regular meals hehe
68. to win a contest (big contest)
69. stop smoking <---jezz dis one is hard to get 70. to own a new 125z Yamaha 71. colored my hair with funky color 72. to have a proper Halloween party 73. joint a crazy theme party with Lady Gaga VS Katy Perry theme..uuuuu
74. go to the sandy beaches and scream like hell
75. got an Apple Macbook Pro the latest model
76. own iPod on my pocket and listen the latest song on billboard(has been sold)
77. she coming back to me
78. eat baskin robin icecream with ice blog on my other hand
79. have an offer continue my study on Event Management at UiTM Shah Alam making my degree
80. drive a car more then 200km/h
81. jogging at the beach early in the morning and wearing Nike
82. one night at luxury boat
83. personally meat the Donalds Trum and be his new apprentices
84. lucky enough to spend whole day with my first love
85. go overseas to watch Chelsea on Final
86. learning with David Backhem how he use BIO MECHANICS during free kick
87. have own jet plane travel every weeks
88. have a great amount of money on my account
89. go to the hunted house and spend a night there (it would be scary)
90. have a new identity card on age of 21 coz my face awful
91. have all color of Geordano plaint t-shirt
92. shopping with a visa titanium card (hope so)
93. meet again with Ezaty Hassan, Juana (damn i miss u buddy)
94. meet someone that i never meet before that is Farhana Faten, Bee Nisa, and Qia (jezz all of them ladies haizz)
95. finish reading of great novel
96. write my own song and play a guitar
97. learn how to hack PC
98. watch sunset with my love one
99. have new BFFs
100. write another 100 wishes hahaha