guys....i dunno how to put my feelings into words. but i'll try the best as i could ok..hrmm...this post i'm writing rite now, that you were read rite now, that you were see rite now and the music that u heard rite now is the place i call "curhat".(it was Indo word i guess). The place i can say anything, do anything and write anything that cross on ma mind.

okey...just lyk the title above.pic presentation...and here come the pic that i want to write about...

This is my mother wedding ring
Roslina Salikin : March 4th 1965










This is My New Father during the "Akad Nikah"
1045 hours: March 28th 2010
No. of Akad Nikah: 2 times












Husband and wife

this 3 pic and this 3 moment is something that really make me ask ma self several time. What kind of feeling is this? This situation con't until rite now. Actually i want to be happy for my mom. But....at the same time i just wondering. Is it really happen here. So, i'm just leave my feelings and continue with the flow.

Until now, because of all this happen. I'm just make a conclusion that i had no feelings. Yeah as simple as that. Something that really sure is I LOVE MY MOM and that is the fact

My new father name Ibrahim. Till now i'm just call him with Pakcik Brahim. Maybe it take time for me to act apon situation of Step Father and me. Maybe after this I would call him "Abah" or "Ayah" who noes.depends on the situation ok.

This situation will take enough time as it wanna be. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week or next month, or could be next years and next decade. I just leave this duty to the TIMES.

Hope my mom and my step father will leave happy ever after after this. For my real father, hope there is no hard feelings since you are the one who responsible to start all this situation. What ever happen you are my real father and I LOVE YOU so.

Lastly, i hope that....there is no fighting among my mom, my step mom, my dad, and my step dad. OK.

p/s: warkah dari anak mu.

now is 6 46 in the morning.and i. i still cant sleep. tday is the day my mum will get married again wif some1 she know at some places.after a years divorce wif my dad, finally she meet some1 that taking care of her.

i do not know what kind of this feelings. but it the age of 21 rite now, this strange feeling make me think that this is mayb the best choice that this 5 brothers have to accept for my mother own gud. i want somebody can take care of my mum went i'm goin olders soonna or later.by that time we (the 5 brother) hope that this guy will be the person who responsible to bring HAPPINESS to my lovely mum.

Kelmarin, macam biase ma family and i duduk depan TiVee. Tengok drama kt TiVee 3 nie ha.(i hate Drama).Tibe2 Makcik aku (Cik Indah) yang bru blik dari US tahun lepas datang.Katenyer nk tumpang tido satu malam kt umah aku.Sebab, kate dye keesokan harinyer dye nk pg Majlis Kahwin kawan dye mase skola dulu....

Mcm biase la..bile Mamy ngan Dady aku klu ade sdare yang datang beborak lame...tah ape2 jer yang dorang borak kan.aku dgn peramah nyer join la skali.sbb da lame tak jmpe makcik aku la kate kan.hehe..tp tibe2 lama2 kelamaan, tajuk cerita tuh leh pulak bertukar kepada cerita mistik yang berlaku kt dye mase nk blik ke malaysia.Jeng.Jeng.Jeng...

Dye kate.....
Mase dye nk blik malaysia tuh sbb Ayah dye nk meninggal (paklong aku).dye sebenanyer tersekat kt Subway kt US tuh ha...akibat daripada railway tu diseliputi oleh salji.so keretapi tuh tak leh la nk jalan.sbb kecewa dgn keadaan tuh..dye tertido kt tmpat menunggu tuh...Tibe...Tibe.....bile dye bangun dye da ade kt AirPort.Dengan Tiket kapal terbang pulang kt malaysia ade kt tangan kiri dye.Dye terkejut gile time tuh.Bile dye semak beg tangan ngan wallet dye.duit yang dye nk gune untuk blik Malaysia masih ade kt tmpat asal nyer tampa diusik oleh siape2 pun...kalau aku terkejut gile seh...tak macam freak la pulak kn.tp entah lah....dye tak pikir panjang sbb ayah dye da meninggal dye pulak ke Malaysia.

Ok...nk jadi kan cerite nie lebih best lagi..kebetulan pulak abang Long aku yang keje kt Pejabat Pendidikan Agama Johor tuh banyak la cable utk bende2 pelik mcm nie.so dye sarankan la jmpe sorang Ahli Perubatan mengikut perspektif islam.mase tuh ayah aku,mak aku, abg long aku dan isterinyer, abg aku no 2 dan makcik aku tuh pergi ke tempat tuh la utk berubat.tp...aku tak ikut lak time tuh.

Bile dorg da blik...dorg cerita kat aku ape yang terjadi kt sane...punyer la terkejut nyer aku bile dorg cerita yang kt makcik aku tuh ade pendamping.Pendamping tuh pulak berasal nenek Ayah aku.takmacam lame gile lak kn...tp Alhamdulillah la smua da selamat..and bende tuh pun da dikeluarkan dari badan dye....tp kejadian mase dye kt US tu masih wt aku terpikir2 smpai sekarang..hrmm...hey thanx for Reading....


P.S : Aku tak cerita fully story pasal nie utk jage Maruah keluarge...okey..harap korang paham.thanx...:)